It’s been over a year! Lil job update

It’s been OVER A YEAR since I last posted anything! Where has the time gone?? I know it my previous post I mentioned not posting every day but I want to post more then once a year? When I signed in and my last blog post said Oct 9th I was thinking, ‘Oh, not too …

So occupied it all went downhill.

I have so much time off uni I was trying to keep myself occupied so I didn’t let myself overthink etc & fall in an endless pit of despair.. and I have to say it was working. I felt, not great, but okay. The most okay I have been for a while, but I was …

Everything is changing.

I don’t like change.  Thursday, is the day of the exhibition. Technically the very last day at uni until I start at a different campus in September. I hate the thought of it and I know the first month or so I’m going to hate the feeling of it.  It’s going to really affect my …

Mental Health #2

I’ve been really struggling this week with my mental health. A lot. I’ve noticed I’ve become distant, barely spending time with anyone and submerge myself with Parks and Recreation so I can just not feel or think for an hour.  The only people I really talk to about this are tutors and uni and now …

Why I wish to remain Anonymous.

Mental Health. My parents don’t know about my mental health. My friends do.. but I don’t tell them everything. My first post on here is what I’ve done and been through for 6 years and if they were to find out this way, it wouldn’t be very good at all. We’ve already been through mental …

Mediocre

Today was a mediocre day. I woke up feeling good. I had plans to be productive and design but as I got to my desk I remembered that foundation is basically over and that I let my tutors and myself down by letting my mental health get to my as much as it did. Then …

How I deal with my mental health.

Honestly, I don’t. I still deny that I have Mental Health issues. It’s been going on for 6 years and only since 2015 I decided to get some kind of support, but I still kind of refuse to accept that theres something going on but know that something is. There are so many people who […]

Good Morning!

Today, I woke up gooooood! Good enough to be productive and make some art. Designing London Undergound’s Tube Map! Whaaatttt?!? I know. It still need to be commissioned after I’ve done it so designing it might be pointless, but it’s something to keep my mind occupied and to prove to myself (and tutors in a …

My Mental Health #1

I really struggle with my mental health, it’s fluctuates so much it’s hard to cope (as do many!) This evening is one of those evenings. I loathe mental health (don’t we all). One day, I do hope to one day be one of those people that are able to cope with their mental health and …

I’m back!

So, the last few weeks were a struggle & while I’ve been away.. a lot has happened. Let me update you (if you care to read.) 1. I’ve finished my year Foundation Diploma! – I start my degree September 2017. I have mixed feelings about it being over, I loved every minute of it but …